○ Aries △ Libra Full Moon Musings ●
10:52 pm EST
How is it each time I look up in the sky after a ritual you are there? Seems you heard me talking about you. You are my anchor, pulling me forward with your phases. Sometimes I think I can’t do it, discouraged and exhausted from the insecurities and pressure that eventually surface. I look up to you because everyday you shift 10 degrees deeper into the shadows or brighter with light, a reminder of life’s inherent flux. Yet, rarely do I get to see you beyond your shifting face.
Likewise, rarely do I get to see my immovable true SELF beyond my ideas, roles, and projections. Today, a message came unexpectedly by an Indian man who reads faces for a living. He walked passed on the sidewalk and said “You have a lucky face.” I turned to say thank you, to which he replied, “but you think too much.” My creased 3rd eye had been working hard… he continued, “people are always concerned with the outside, never looking inside…” He went on tell my future. I took it as a simple act of generosity and carried on with less thoughts and more observation.
How often do we get lost in thinking about stuff that’s unrelated to what’s going on right now?
The polarity between the Aries Full Moon + the Libra Sun is messaging us to observe our patterns, habits, unconscious thinking, and then >> AIM FOR BALANCE. Not the kind of balance from some Special K box, or program you bought online and never followed, the kind of true balance that supports your inner fullness and self-recognition that you are in agreement with all of life. So above, So below, what is within, is outside. Go inside heal those forgotten wounds, have the humility to ask for help, and have the humanity to see yourself with compassion. Your little acts of self-respect will resonate outward. Be true, are the roles and relationships you agreed to a true reflection of who you are? Or do you need to amend or break the rules? Re-define your goals by looking inside rather than outside.
Give inner peace a chance, its not just anything to simply BE, its actually freaking amazing you exist at all.