○ Capricorn Full Moon ●
June 27/28 12:53 am EDT
Do not let your gold turn to dust.
In this time of heightened awareness, we may feel the oppositional push to quicken our growth, to skip the steps, to be there already, to wish for something different then where we are right now. Hold still, do not rebel, inner alignment and integration takes time, or else the gold you have acquired will turn to dust. Have you held a mirror to your heart lately? Have you cared for your soul? Have you cradled your limitations and said with all your might: I accept you as you are. Our goals push us to do good for others, to take on a higher cause we hope never to fail, and yet we fail ourselves a hundred times over and over again. We seek outward to claim our worth, validation that our soul has purpose and reason. And when someone says “yes, I see you, thank you for the light you give,” we respond the only way we have been trained: with judgement, denial, critique, disbelief, we squander every gift because we feel unworthy or worse scared of our own beauty. But what if today you received, what if today you said yes to the gold that is inside you? What if you could see yourself with eyes that only spoke of love and compassion, as a true witness that everything, even faults and ugliness is worthy of this life. No matter what you do, you support the world with your presence. In all my hours of pain, when I get to the bottom of what I truly need, it isn’t for someone else to see me and love me as I am, it is to be brave enough to see my own soul and love it completely. For when we see and love ourselves, our eyes open to truly see and love another. On this Capricorn Full Moon night shift your gaze inward, look beyond the guilt, the shame, the conditioning of your deficiencies, and love whatever you find in the shadows. Take ownership of what triggers you, let go of control, and nurture your true feelings. Stand sincere within yourself and align to your soul not its goals. For when do the world will open every door you’ve ever closed on yourself. Let the light of the moon illuminate the gifts you carry as burdens and turn them into gold. Miracles only come to those willing to let go and receive. What do you want more than anything? You will get it, but will you let yourself receive it completely?